*Apologies for the numerous sniffles. I am having some late season autumn allergies.
Serendipity is the occurrence of events by chance in a happy beneficial way. Serendipitous was and is my favorite word that I use to describe our paths crossing as they did. There were so many starts, stops, stutter steps, falling shorts, pushing forwards, and crashes on my face to pick myself back up in my personal life that even began to dictate being in that literal place on that day we met. From the beginning she made feel seen, she made me feel heard, she made me feel understood, she made me feel wanted, and so so many other things that few have ever made me feel before. None in a decidedly long time. With all that I need to, in part, start to let go of that word serendipitous and the hope that there might be a happy resolution to her and I. At least in my idea of what a happy one may look like. I cannot continue to stake everything on such an outcome. I can only hope that maybe one day a chain of events can bring our paths intersecting once again to start from scratch in getting know one another. Whatever the context of such a convergence may look like.
“And we can run away to the walls inside your house
I can be the cat, baby, you can be the mouse
And we can laugh off things that we know nothing about
We can go forever until you wanna sit it out”
“Sailor Song” Gigi Perez
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